Our first relationship test: December 2010 - Januari 2011… passed.
Second test: My mom.. passed
Third test: What will it be? anyhow, I do hope that we can pass it all, dear..
Let me be the one and the last for you.. and may you will be my one and my last also.. :)
Love you, Yudha Toad..
May God bless our relationship..
2 days after Jan 24th 2011…
You said you missed me.
You said you realize that you can’t live without me.
You said I’m important to you..
I did angry. To be honest, I hate you.. Where have you been? After all what you did?
But then I realize, my love for you is beyond hatred..
So here we are..
Let’s close the old chapter and open a new one.
(I can’t stop smiling right now..)
I Love you, Dudulku..
P.S: so, i guess u’re not only be my 2010, but also my 2011.. *hope so*
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Through The Rain
When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught and in pain
Without anyone
We keep prayin’ to saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can’t
Find your way home
You can get there alone
It’s okay
What you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on
Step fastly
And you’ll find what you need
To prepare
What you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And when the wind moves
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And sure they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stay calm and sane
Oh, yes, you can
You can make it through the rain
~ You got to be your own umbrella ~
Thanks sweetie… I do Love This Song.. *smooch*For my dear bestfriend Yemima Natalia Kristiadji: “…You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine…cos baby you’re a firework!”
*FIREWORK*
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?
Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there’s still a chance for you
‘Cause there’s a spark in you?
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
‘Cause baby, you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go, oh
You’re gonna leave ‘em falling down
You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you’re reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it’s time, you’ll know
You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go, oh
You’re gonna leave ‘em falling down
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It’s always been inside of you, you, you
And now it’s time to let it through
‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go, oh
You’re gonna leave ‘em falling down
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
December, 31st. To end this year, these are my gratitude for all of the “Fullness” I had in 2010.
Full of Goodbyes. Auntie passed away, best friends got married and leave town. Another best friend went outta town for good.
Full of New Experiences related to how to become a good psychologist. Dealt with schizo, conduct behavior, neurotics, normal peeps with problem, etc.
Full of Sweat and Tears to finish all reports and it all paid off. Also Full of Support from my classmates (the other KLD 15). Love you, guys.
Full of Work. Got a great teamwork and feel blessed by the job.
Full of Friendship. Great times with besties. Some left town, but they stays the same. Trips and living together with KLD 15. Also had a bunch of new friends.
Full of Pets. Some of them die (my bad) but I still have Kiel (my owl).. ♥ u buuuuunccchhhh Kieeeelll… Hmm this makes me look like Elmyra :P
Last but not least. Full of Love. I had you in this year. Ups and downs. Laugh and tears. You were the sweetest. Thank you.
What a year, 2010. Whatever it is, I definitely became more mature this year. Hope everything will be better in 2011. Fin.
2011 is my year. No more drama, no more crap, no more waiting 4 u to ♥ me. Just gonna live my life & do things In MY WAY!
Love.
I wish I could meet someone who’ll stand by me for the rest of my life: a life-long companion. Someone who’ll look at me, count my wrinkles and watch my hair turn from black to grey to white. Someone who wouldn’t mind holding my hand for the rest of their lives, knowing they’ve met the right person. It’ll be sweet that we’ll both grow old together, we’ll look at each other and smile and laugh and compare who has aged better. Then we’ll hug and kiss like how we did when we first met; fight like lovers; and love like we’ve never loved before. We’ll both love each other ardently. He’ll push me along as I sit in a wheelchair, feeling weaker than ever but stronger with love. We’ll be happy that we’ve got each other for this long run. It’s not forever, but it’s something.
:’> Got tears. :’) Happy tears. :
(via stylek)
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I had this dream about us. It felt so real and perfect.
Until i woke up and had this tears on my pillow.
The reality hit me and i realize.. It was just a dream.
I miss you.. I miss us..
